"I tried-" And he has to stop before he even starts lest he break down crying already. "I tried to tell you that... That living didn't mean abandoning Noctis."
An unsteady laugh that gives away how close he is to tears more than any pauses or gasps could. "Pretty sure that's what made you hate me the most."
He didn't say it in the letter, he's never said it out loud but he was convinced for a long time that Ignis did, in fact, hate him. It wasn't just anger or disagreement there but for them to have been so close and for Ignis to throw all of it away...
Another hiccup, another gasp. "All I wanted was just- to be able to- hold you." And he can't stop himself from crying anymore. The very idea that Ignis might even accept his feelings, never mind return them is just so overwhelming.
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An unsteady laugh that gives away how close he is to tears more than any pauses or gasps could. "Pretty sure that's what made you hate me the most."
He didn't say it in the letter, he's never said it out loud but he was convinced for a long time that Ignis did, in fact, hate him. It wasn't just anger or disagreement there but for them to have been so close and for Ignis to throw all of it away...
Another hiccup, another gasp. "All I wanted was just- to be able to- hold you." And he can't stop himself from crying anymore. The very idea that Ignis might even accept his feelings, never mind return them is just so overwhelming.